[Husk at least does listen to what she has to say. He can understand where her fear is coming from. For the vast majority of her life she has been treated as a weapon in the Order. Been told she will never be anything but that. He's always done his best to teach her otherwise, but his voice is one against a hundred. Loud and stubborn as he is about that, some of their bullshit seeping in was inevitable. It would leave a mark. It has left a mark.
He puts his hands together, heaving out a sigh.]
Okay, first up, you're not gonna fuckin' mess it up by talking about how you're feeling. C'mon, dochka, I taught you better than that. If you're feeling this, you owe it to yourself by telling him about it. You owe him that too. And if he don't take it well? Then he's not as fuckin' worthy of you as you think, and you'd be saving yourself worse heartbreak down the road.
[He unclasps his hands, raising up one clawed finger.]
BUT I don't reckon he would. Because that boy is fuckin' besotted with you. And you're happier than I've ever seen you with him. I know you've just had the goddamn Order stopping you from thinking you'd ever have a chance at a future, and now you're freaking out because suddenly you're getting one and you don't know what to do about it. But that's the thing, you can do whatever the fuck you want with it now. You took your future back, it's yours. No fucker can take that away from you, not even you.
[He raises his shoulders in a shrug.]
So, if you want a future being married to Jinwoo, why not ask him? He's just had his future given back to him, too. Maybe he wants exactly the same thing- but one of you'd gotta broach the subject to get there. Ain't shit gonna happen in your life if you're too afraid to do anything about it.
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He puts his hands together, heaving out a sigh.]
Okay, first up, you're not gonna fuckin' mess it up by talking about how you're feeling. C'mon, dochka, I taught you better than that. If you're feeling this, you owe it to yourself by telling him about it. You owe him that too. And if he don't take it well? Then he's not as fuckin' worthy of you as you think, and you'd be saving yourself worse heartbreak down the road.
[He unclasps his hands, raising up one clawed finger.]
BUT I don't reckon he would. Because that boy is fuckin' besotted with you. And you're happier than I've ever seen you with him. I know you've just had the goddamn Order stopping you from thinking you'd ever have a chance at a future, and now you're freaking out because suddenly you're getting one and you don't know what to do about it. But that's the thing, you can do whatever the fuck you want with it now. You took your future back, it's yours. No fucker can take that away from you, not even you.
[He raises his shoulders in a shrug.]
So, if you want a future being married to Jinwoo, why not ask him? He's just had his future given back to him, too. Maybe he wants exactly the same thing- but one of you'd gotta broach the subject to get there. Ain't shit gonna happen in your life if you're too afraid to do anything about it.